Saturday, September 19, 2009

I don't know what to do with all this emotion
but I don't want it to go
no medicated dilution
a place to release the physically empowering genious growing and ebbing
exploding
may be meaningless
but means mean means what to whom
earthquakes mean nothing if you live on 
the moon
proximity
sympathy
relateability
why cant I make this seem
look inside and see 
me
believe

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Love Letter

I see you and I think I need to be revived, I think of you and my heart melts. It was easier when it was just me, imaginary, a fantasy. But, now I know. I know that you feel the same way, and oceans and mountains may stand between us, but when I fall asleep at night it feels as if your love is right beside me. Yes, it sounds crazy, and yes, it probably is. But, what if not this, is real?I feel this with every fiber of my body. My mind compels me not to write such words that speak of apparent madness. Yet my soul, my fingers, down to the last very fiber cannot resist. It is a feeling that will last generations. One that stories and only stories can reveal, less I meet you somewhere, anywhere. Because at your side I am everything, nothing in the eye of another, an ignorant onlooker, but in the eye of my heart and my soul, I will have fulfilled the wish that would otherwise haunt my every dream until one day that we could be together.
It is not success and a happy marriage that I seek, but the hope that something this real can still exist; that the love retold over centuries has not disappeared in the revolution to greater material things. 
Please understand that it is not madness nor ignorance that drives my emotions, but a knowledge that these feelings are so rare that drives my soul across oceans and mountains. I have seen much of suffering and doubt, and I know that happiness is fleeting. 
With you, I know happiness, satisfaction and the prospects of discovery into wells untapped, emotions not fully felt, and a love that could change generations. Please believe when I say that I love you, that this, in some way, short or long, was meant to be. 
And I won't, I can't wait for someone else like you.