I'll be Here

you may not know yourself in the same way that I know me. But I assure you, I know me. I know what I want, and what will make me happy. Sure i leave my options open and welcome surprises. But, one thing I know is that you work. Yes, in my life, in terms of happiness you work. Every time I talk to you I laugh and smile. Every time I think about you I experience something that is more than just attraction. I miss you every day, and yet I manage to be happy knowing that you exist. I don't know if you feel the same way, or if your soul finds the same exitement as mine at the mention of your name. But, I know that I will do anything for you. I will wait for you. I will suffer through the time that we must spend apart if only I can guarantee the times that we can spend together. I know I should live in the present and try to find love wherever it comes. But, somehow the present is always you. It is you that I want, and you that I hope to be with. Time made you older, perhaps wiser. Maybe I am young and naive. But I think I love you, and I think I need to be with you before I can be without you. So come. Come here, or accept that I will go to wherever you are. I just have to know. I have to know if this can work; if this is just me. Or if it is mutual. I try not to, but I think I love you, and I can't stop.